It's you again standing like a shadow in the night creeping into my heart like a criminal hunting for possessions dragging me under like you forgot about my need for air trapping me in your thoughts like i had none your words like razor blades cutting my body as if it were paper all while pulling me close giving no opportunity for escape a faint whisper in my ear "Shh.Everything's okay"
A heartbeat happens every single second. The sound of life. A clarity resounding through a body giving a constant reminder that this being is living, breathing, evolving. A life that possesses different realities and a different version of life unknown to many others. The ultimatum of vitality in a constant force.
If we think about it, our whole life depends on that simple beat. Whether we get to go to sleep tonight, wake up the next morning, or go on to the next year. It decides whether or not we get to do the events we love. And shows us our deepest emotions. Love. Fear. Excitement.
Our lives start and end with one, from Conception to Death, from First Breath to Last. No one knows how many they’ll get. So what are you doing with the ones you have now?
So like I said before if you read the about me page. This blog is for me. To know myself better, to better my creative thinking, and express myself in the only way I know how. This page, “Thinking Out Loud” is my pure and simple minded thoughts
(that definitely have no rhyme or reason behind them) and are definite insight to my inner being-my true self. So if you want to know the true girl behind the computer screen. Read these. It’ll be fun. If you’re into that kinda thing.
Plain paper stares back one just like the rest and it takes a special kind to know which words fit it best. Inked words swirl the page guiding one's troubled soul away; written by a wise mind who brought their ideas out to stay. It takes a special kind of person with a very interesting mind, to take blocked letters on a page and carry you to the other side of time.
Darling I'm a nightmare holed off behind closed doors shut off to the world around me someone you can't adore. I try to warn you that i truly am no good all these dreams you have can't be with someone this misunderstood. And I know you care about me which is all nice and fine, but save your heart and yourself from wasting too much time.
Have you ever missed someone missed someone so much it hurts, cried and cried and cried cause you missed them the absolute worst. Have you ever wondered wondered what would be, become of that relationship you feel that you so desperately need. Have you ever been up so late up so late collecting all your thoughts, thoughts that determine your future with the person who's heart you caught. Have you ever cared for someone cared for someone so much, and wanted to do everything you can to mend their worries with a touch. Have you ever needed needed a hug so badly, to protect you from life's wrath and support your body so gladly. Have you ever appreciated appreciated someone so much more, just for the pure way they treat you like no man has ever before. Have you ever smiled so hard smiled so hard your face hurt, just because when he was with you all your problems he could avert. Have you ever longed longed so much for a strong hand, to wrap around yours so tightly and pull you through this troubled land. Have you ever prayed so hard prayed so hard and never ending, for him to be the one that you were told God was sending. Have you ever loved someone loved someone a whole lot, that nobody in all the Earth could take his one and only spot.
Stare up at the sunshine gaze upon the moon lie in a sun filled area or with a blanket atop the dew Lay upon your back ponder every cloud or star let your mind kneel deep within and imagination carry you far Let your heart go soaring into the heavens up above and let the Earth whisper softly about the importance to just love Ride that moment far way farther than ever before give yourself a moment to find what the universe has for you in store.
She has stars within her eyes and the Earth at her feet, but no matter where she went here purpose she could never meet. She sat on Saturn's rings and traced constellations with her hand she gazed upon the Earth and the unhappiness on that troubled land She danced through the heavens and upon the face of the moon gliding through space like a long lost balloon She didn't belong to anyone for on this Earth she'll never be but she lies within us all a free spirit we choose to never see.
You are poetry personified your eyes so dark and pure, from your lips tumble lines that hold my every cure. Your hands have a perfect grip that holds my fragile heart and while I'm within your arms I never want to break apart. You have taught me so many things about the love I've always wanted to know and to think this all started with a simple and innocent hello.
A weathered smile marks the face of a girl saved by grace. Hard times trouble her still but she seeks to do God's will. A Bible lay open on her bed reading all that Jesus said. Her young head was humbly bowed as she prayed that answers would ring loud. She prayed for an escape or for God to help her fate, to fix the girl she was all along so she could march to the angel's song. A beautiful smile now marks the face of a girl saved by grace. She knew she could always count on Him her heavenly father to pull her in.